Can't stop thinking and its keep hurting my soul..The intention to leaving Kuching land soon have killed every possible moment without nostalgia in my heart. I'm ready to go home. Kuching Land is a beautiful place to live but its really just time to go home...
And actually I AM planning to going home. Seeking for new job, new life and living with peaceful moment is my goals.. Finally, the time has come and will b leave at anytime! I've been living so soul-less ever since I've started planning for the trip. Working, studying, and stressing myself all for the sake of leaving without responsibilities left behind.
Regardless, my soul has been eating shawerma long before I will be. Has been walking the alleys, living the night life, meeting crazy frens, having fun and hang out around Kuching land, been embracing loved ones... been torturing my mind restless... in somehow, a good way. I'm just ecstatic! All the memories was created at this town..Here in Kuching land also.....My soul has dying and gone.. :'(
Shall i just run away?? Left everything behind with no turning back?? Whooooaa... Lily....u're strong enough.. :)
Images floating before my eyes, as I try to fall asleep, I'm constantly still in Kuching land... sigh. I can't wait to run into the arms of my mummy and cry to the incantational call for prayer whenever my soul is not in calmer. And I really need HIS guiding to protect my self wherever i am at every moment i breath..I can't wait to be at Bintulu Land. I cant wait to see my family and friends. I truly missed them. Looking forward to the endless, sleepless nights full of conversations and laughs. I can't wait to feel safe as I walk the streets at night. I can't wait to feel home!
So, the countdown begins and....
Bintulu Land, here I come :)
Can't stop thinking and its keep hurting my soul..The intention to leaving Kuching land soon have killed every possible moment without nostalgia in my heart. I'm ready to go home. Kuching Land is a beautiful place to live but its really just time to go home...
And actually I AM planning to going home. Seeking for new job, new life and living with peaceful moment is my goals.. Finally, the time has come and will b leave at anytime! I've been living so soul-less ever since I've started planning for the trip. Working, studying, and stressing myself all for the sake of leaving without responsibilities left behind.
Regardless, my soul has been eating shawerma long before I will be. Has been walking the alleys, living the night life, meeting crazy frens, having fun and hang out around Kuching land, been embracing loved ones... been torturing my mind restless... in somehow, a good way. I'm just ecstatic! All the memories was created at this town..Here in Kuching land also.....My soul has dying and gone.. :'(
Shall i just run away?? Left everything behind with no turning back?? Whooooaa... Lily....u're strong enough.. :)
Images floating before my eyes, as I try to fall asleep, I'm constantly still in Kuching land... sigh. I can't wait to run into the arms of my mummy and cry to the incantational call for prayer whenever my soul is not in calmer. And I really need HIS guiding to protect my self wherever i am at every moment i breath..I can't wait to be at Bintulu Land. I cant wait to see my family and friends. I truly missed them. Looking forward to the endless, sleepless nights full of conversations and laughs. I can't wait to feel safe as I walk the streets at night. I can't wait to feel home!
So, the countdown begins and....
Bintulu Land, here I come :)
And actually I AM planning to going home. Seeking for new job, new life and living with peaceful moment is my goals.. Finally, the time has come and will b leave at anytime! I've been living so soul-less ever since I've started planning for the trip. Working, studying, and stressing myself all for the sake of leaving without responsibilities left behind.
Regardless, my soul has been eating shawerma long before I will be. Has been walking the alleys, living the night life, meeting crazy frens, having fun and hang out around Kuching land, been embracing loved ones... been torturing my mind restless... in somehow, a good way. I'm just ecstatic! All the memories was created at this town..Here in Kuching land also.....My soul has dying and gone.. :'(
Shall i just run away?? Left everything behind with no turning back?? Whooooaa... Lily....u're strong enough.. :)
Images floating before my eyes, as I try to fall asleep, I'm constantly still in Kuching land... sigh. I can't wait to run into the arms of my mummy and cry to the incantational call for prayer whenever my soul is not in calmer. And I really need HIS guiding to protect my self wherever i am at every moment i breath..I can't wait to be at Bintulu Land. I cant wait to see my family and friends. I truly missed them. Looking forward to the endless, sleepless nights full of conversations and laughs. I can't wait to feel safe as I walk the streets at night. I can't wait to feel home!
So, the countdown begins and....
Bintulu Land, here I come :)
Thursday, February 3, 2011
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