When My Mind is Still
When my mind is still and alone with the beating of my heart,
I remember things too easily forgotten:
The purity of early love,
The maturity of unselfish love that asks..
desires..
nothing but another's good,
The idealism that has persisted through all the tempest of life.
When my mind is still and alone with the beating of my heart,
I can find a quiet assurance, an inner peace, in the core of my being.
It can face the doubt, the loneliness, the anxiety,
Can accept these harsh realities and can even grow
Because of these challenges to my essential being.
When my mind is still and alone with the beating of my heart,
I can sense my basic humanity,
And then I know that all men and women are my brothers and sisters.
Nothing but my own fear and distrust can separate me from the love of friends.
If I can trust others, accept them, enjoy them,
Then my life shall surely be richer and more full.
If I can accept others, this will help them to be more truly themselves,
And they will be more able to accept me.
When my mind is still and alone with the beating of my heart,
I know how much life has given me:
The history of the race, friends and family,
The opportunity to work, the chance to build myself.
Then wells within me the urge to live more abundantly,
With greater trust and joy,
With more profound seriousness and earnest service,
And yet more calmly at the heart of life.
Regards,
Lily
The Law of Attraction
Had a lovely lunch with a friend earlier today. We have been friends only recently via one of the entrepreneurial networking sessions and hit it well soon after. She is smart, intelligent, speaks well, independent and knows what she wants.She has all the positive aura. And I like it. That was where we spoke about the Law of Attraction.
According to Michael Losier’s Law of Attraction, it is the science of attracting of more you want and less of what you dont want. I simply call it “not hanging out with toxic people” because they will sap the hell out of energy from you.
This also means that you must always strive to think positively and not become phsycobiatches when confronted with issues. Hurling verbal and physical abuse towards the maid, for instance, will render you a phsycobiatch in my diagnosis. So is acting like a Kayu Ara kutus who think they are Cicilian gangsters.
Not cool.
I have seen couples who, for the life of me, cannot understand why they stay with each other. Including me and the ex but then I digress. Could it be that the Law of Attraction are in play?
According to Michael Losier’s Law of Attraction, it is the science of attracting of more you want and less of what you dont want. I simply call it “not hanging out with toxic people” because they will sap the hell out of energy from you.
This also means that you must always strive to think positively and not become phsycobiatches when confronted with issues. Hurling verbal and physical abuse towards the maid, for instance, will render you a phsycobiatch in my diagnosis. So is acting like a Kayu Ara kutus who think they are Cicilian gangsters.
Not cool.
I have seen couples who, for the life of me, cannot understand why they stay with each other. Including me and the ex but then I digress. Could it be that the Law of Attraction are in play?
Life Is Short, So What Are You Going To Do About It?
I was mulling over an apt title for this blog today as I have so much of things to say. And so I thought about the real message that I want to share.
That life is short.
A family friend passed on recently after a bout of sickness.
I recalled of a certain someone who had been in his job for like decades and never really liked it. He was doing the work because that was the only thing he knew.
Real life stories of dramas, anguish and trails of broken hearted individuals who stayed on in relationships that failed them time and again. They stayed on because of the children and for the fear of not making it on their own.
Someone I knew told me days ago that he wishes that he has my guts to do what I have done in my life before. I told him that not all risks are worth it, and not all challenges you should take. You need to ask yourself what do you want in life? What do I gain from doing all these? Can I live with this decision? If yes, for how long? If not, what are the next steps?
Some people are so caught up in every day’s dramas that they forget who they are and their social obligations to be connected with the people around them – their families, friends and colleagues. And they become biatches of all times.
That life is short.
A family friend passed on recently after a bout of sickness.
I recalled of a certain someone who had been in his job for like decades and never really liked it. He was doing the work because that was the only thing he knew.
Real life stories of dramas, anguish and trails of broken hearted individuals who stayed on in relationships that failed them time and again. They stayed on because of the children and for the fear of not making it on their own.
Someone I knew told me days ago that he wishes that he has my guts to do what I have done in my life before. I told him that not all risks are worth it, and not all challenges you should take. You need to ask yourself what do you want in life? What do I gain from doing all these? Can I live with this decision? If yes, for how long? If not, what are the next steps?
Some people are so caught up in every day’s dramas that they forget who they are and their social obligations to be connected with the people around them – their families, friends and colleagues. And they become biatches of all times.
Let stalk Kim Kardashian
I was admiring Kim Kardashian since 2009 & till now she's still my favorite model/actress .. Let stalk her activities, gossip and he family.. :D
Name : Kim Kardashian
Real Name : Kimberly Noel Kardashian
Date of Birth : October 21, 1980
Birth Place : Los Angeles, Calif.
Relationships :
Kourtney Kardshian & Scott Disick with their child Mason Dash..
Kris Humphries, fiancé (Dec. 2010 to present)
Gabriel Aubry (linked in 2010)
Miles Austin (dated briefly in 2010)
Reggie Bush, ex-boyfriend (2007 to 2010; off and on)
Nick Lachey (dated briefly in 2006)
Ray J (Willie Norwood), ex-boyfriend (2004 to 2006)
Damon Thomas, ex-husband (2000 to 2004)
T.J. Jackson, ex-boyfriend (mid-1990s)
Gabriel Aubry (linked in 2010)
Miles Austin (dated briefly in 2010)
Reggie Bush, ex-boyfriend (2007 to 2010; off and on)
Nick Lachey (dated briefly in 2006)
Ray J (Willie Norwood), ex-boyfriend (2004 to 2006)
Damon Thomas, ex-husband (2000 to 2004)
T.J. Jackson, ex-boyfriend (mid-1990s)
2000
Kardashian Marries Damon Thomas
Kardashian, 20, marries music producer Damon Thomas (right), 30, who works with the likes of Pink and Faith Evans. But death doesn't do them part, as Kardashian and Thomas endure a messy divorce in 2004. According to PEOPLE, Thomas calls Kardashian a "compulsive shopper."
2004
Kim Turns Stylist
After singer Brandy (left) appears on a worst-dressed list, Kardashian is hired as her personal stylist. The stint parlays into a full-time business for Kardashian as a stylist and personal shopper to stars like Lindsay Lohan. Around this time, she begins dating Brandy's brother, R&B singer Ray J. In 2006, business is booming and, with sisters Khloe and Kourtney, Kardashian opens Dash, a boutique in Calabasas, Calif. But in 2008, Brandy and Ray J's mother, Sonja Norwood, sues Kardashian and her siblings, alleging that they made more than more than $120,000 in unauthorized charges on an American Express card
2006
Helping Nick Get His Groove Back
Six months after the break up of his famous marriage to Jessica Simpson, singer, Nick Lachey (right), 32, is spotted with Kardashian, 25. PEOPLE reports that they were photographed on May 24 at an afternoon showing of The Da Vinci Code, where they held hands.
2007
Kim's Sex Tape with Ray J
While rumors of a sex tape involving Kardashian and ex-boyfriend, Ray J (left), swirl, Kardashian denies any such tape exists. "There is no amount of money that could ever convince me to release any tape, even if I had one," she tells Complex. But the tape eventually surfaces on the Internet, and Kardashian sues Vivid Entertainment to suppress its distribution, saying "it would humiliate me and ruin my family." By April, Kardashian settles with Vivid to distribute the tape.
Keeping Up with…
Kardashian gets her own E! reality series, Keeping Up with the Kardashians, which documents her career and family life, with sisters Kourtney and Khloe, momager Kris, and stepdad Bruce Jenner. The first season features Kim debating whether or not to pose for Playboy. "At the heart of this series – despite the cat fights and endless sarcasm – is a family that truly loves and supports one another," Ryan Seacrest, executive producer of the series, tells Daily Variety.
Bush & The Tush
Kardashian begins dating New Orleans Saints running back Reggie Bush. "I'm not really a sports girl," Kardashian tell the AP. "But I sit with all the wives and they know everything and I don't so they are teaching me, and I'm learning a lot about it, so I'm loving it." They split in July 2009, before reuniting after Khloe's wedding that September.
Kim Bares All for Playboy
Kardashian appears on the cover of Playboy – and bares all inside. "Of course you're nervous and want more time to work out. But I'm proud to show people who I am," she tells Men's Fitness about the shoot. "You always see the typical skinny models and I'm not that and I'm proud not to be that." In 2008, she inks a deal to be the latest face of Bongo Jeans.
2008
Kim's Dancing Shoes
Kardashian appears as a contestant on the seventh season of Dancing with the Stars, paired with pro Mark Ballas. But Kardashian's time on the show is short-lived, as she's eliminated early in October.
2009
Year of the Kardashians
The Kardashian sisters take over the headlines with their ever-evolving life changes: Khloe has a quickie marriage with Los Angeles Lakers star Lamar Odom in September; Kourtney welcomes her first child, Mason Dash, on Dec. 14 with longtime beau Scott Disick; and Kim finds herself busier than ever with her new perfume, endorsement deals (Carl's Jr, QuickTrim), and of course, her top-rated reality show.
2010
The Super-Bowler's Girl
"I am so proud of Reggie and the Saints!" Kardashian tells PEOPLE after Bush and the New Orleansv Saints beat the Indianapolis Colts, 31-17, in the Super Bowl. "Reggie has waited his whole life for this moment." In March, though, the pair take a step back from their relationship.
Summer Lovin'
Fresh off her breakup with Bush, Kardashian moves on with another NFL pro, Dallas Cowboys wide receiver Miles Austin. "He's not quite her boyfriend," a source tells PEOPLE of the pair, adding that Austin "thinks Kim is his dream girl." But the dream ends in September when the romance fizzles.
Looking for Love
With Khloe happily married and Kourtney enjoying motherhood, Kim admits that being alone at 30 is a surprise for her. "Is it weird that I'm now the single one? It's definitely a change for me," she confesses in her first PEOPLE cover story. But the recovering romantic isn't giving up on love: "I know I'll find love. I have no fear. When it's meant to be, everything will fall into place." A few weeks later, she continues to play the field, stepping out with Halle Berry's ex Gabriel Aubry and New Jersey Nets forward Kris Humphries.
Her Family picture
From left : Scott, Kourtney, Kim and Robert
With her brother.. How I wish he's my boyfriend.. :p
Ouucchhh..Robert so HOT & Handsome!!!! I was so dreaming...~~~
Kourtney Kardshian & Scott Disick with their child Mason Dash..
Just For Share - Nothing at all..
Today, I tried to do something I wasn’t able to do for a long time….write. It seems that my being lost for awhile disabled my heart and my hands as well, from doing the things I love. I tried several times but I never got it in me to come up with a composition that at least would make sense. Until last two night when I feel loss and has gave me a reasons to wake up today and share to those people around me the music my heart is playing nowadays...
Waiting comes from a promise. A promise that someone will be back or someone will change for the better in reciprocal, the other party needs to wait for things to happen, or for that someone to come back into his/her life. Waiting can mean FOREVER but it could also mean just for NOW.
"Some people don't have anyone waiting for them." .. Sound so pathetic eh..
Mama used to tell me, do not ever harbor regrets, if you do, that is a sure sign that you are getting old. Today, as I take time off from the diaries am writing, I think…mmmmh, is this about regret or a guideline to those who still have a chance to avoid what happened to me? Then, frens please tell me..
Hurmmm...
Doesn't life amaze you at times..? There are times when you have to write and sharere it with your frens.. Love...yes..It's all about love..The love which meant everything to me vanished all of sudden. The love which was mine and I never knew …that it never belonged to me…. Pathetic hohh.. :'(
I don't know what my future holds for me, if there is a divine intervention. Will there come a day where someone is able to spark the fire in my heart again?
Maybe the future of me is mystery and the past of me is foolish .... and treated this whole thing as a memory to remember, not escaping from it, trying to erase it from my mind..
Maybe the future of me is mystery and the past of me is foolish .... and treated this whole thing as a memory to remember, not escaping from it, trying to erase it from my mind..
Today i have become strong. i don't cry as usual but the old memories very often hit on the shores of my mind.. Phobia and traumatic ..but until when??? Those question keep knocking my little brain..
Talking about my dream men..I assume that most of a very good mens out there is not available... Has been book by someone @ wat so ever... huh.. How I wish...
But who knows, maybe my prince charming would also turn up unexpectedly one of the days(much to how I hated to admit, but admist the dead garden in my heart, there's still this yearning which I hoped it would be fulfilled to bring warmth and bloomed my heart with flowers), a person who loves me and I love without having regrets....
But who knows, maybe my prince charming would also turn up unexpectedly one of the days(much to how I hated to admit, but admist the dead garden in my heart, there's still this yearning which I hoped it would be fulfilled to bring warmth and bloomed my heart with flowers), a person who loves me and I love without having regrets....
I'm waiting for this beautiful surprise.... :)
With love,
lily
When you love someone lyric by Endah Feat Rhesa
I love you but it’s not so easy to make you here with me
I wanna touch and hold you forever
But you’re still in my dream
And I can’t stand to wait ‘till nite is coming to my life
But I still have a time to break a silence
When you love someone
Just be brave to say that you want him to be with you
When you hold your love
Don’t ever let it go
Or you will loose your chance
To make your dreams come true…
I used to hide and watch you from a distance and i knew you realized
I was looking for a time to get closer at least to say… “hello”
And I can’t stand to wait your love is coming to my life
When you love someone
Just be brave to say that you want him to be with you
When you hold your love
Don’t ever let it go
Or you will loose your chance
To make your dreams come true…
And I never thought that I’m so strong
I stuck on you and wait so long
But when love comes it can’t be wrong
Don’t ever give up just try and try to get what you want
Cause love will find the way….
When you love someone
Just be brave to say that you want him to be with you
When you hold your love
Don’t ever let it go
Or you will loose your chance
To make your dreams come true…
YOU TOLD ME YOU LOVED ME BUT THEN YOU LEFT!!!!!!!!!
You told me you loved me but then you left!!
I am trying not to cry but cry is all I have done… You said you would never break my heart but its so shattered, i will never find all the pieces!!! You left me in the cold shadowed with grief!!!
You left me with the pain of a million cuts….. I have cried so much my tears have made a pool full, The bed we once slept in is now cold and empty!!!! My eyes are so full of grief i cant stand to look at myself in the mirror I will always love you maybe thats why i cant get over you, I feel like i dont have a heart anymore YOU took it!!! But the real truth is I MISS YOU I miss your smell your voice your soft caring touch that used to make me feel safe, BUT I was Tired!!!!! tired of the lies you told me, tired of your broken promises, The pain is so great I wonder will i ever get the image of you walking out the door out of my head? Which is why i say this in mourning for you YOU TOLD ME YOU LOVED ME BUT THEN YOU LEFT!!!!!!!!!
I am trying not to cry but cry is all I have done… You said you would never break my heart but its so shattered, i will never find all the pieces!!! You left me in the cold shadowed with grief!!!
You left me with the pain of a million cuts….. I have cried so much my tears have made a pool full, The bed we once slept in is now cold and empty!!!! My eyes are so full of grief i cant stand to look at myself in the mirror I will always love you maybe thats why i cant get over you, I feel like i dont have a heart anymore YOU took it!!! But the real truth is I MISS YOU I miss your smell your voice your soft caring touch that used to make me feel safe, BUT I was Tired!!!!! tired of the lies you told me, tired of your broken promises, The pain is so great I wonder will i ever get the image of you walking out the door out of my head? Which is why i say this in mourning for you YOU TOLD ME YOU LOVED ME BUT THEN YOU LEFT!!!!!!!!!
When my mind is still and alone with the beating of my heart,
I remember things too easily forgotten:
The purity of early love,
The maturity of unselfish love that asks..
desires..
nothing but another's good,
The idealism that has persisted through all the tempest of life.
When my mind is still and alone with the beating of my heart,
I can find a quiet assurance, an inner peace, in the core of my being.
It can face the doubt, the loneliness, the anxiety,
Can accept these harsh realities and can even grow
Because of these challenges to my essential being.
When my mind is still and alone with the beating of my heart,
I can sense my basic humanity,
And then I know that all men and women are my brothers and sisters.
Nothing but my own fear and distrust can separate me from the love of friends.
If I can trust others, accept them, enjoy them,
Then my life shall surely be richer and more full.
If I can accept others, this will help them to be more truly themselves,
And they will be more able to accept me.
When my mind is still and alone with the beating of my heart,
I know how much life has given me:
The history of the race, friends and family,
The opportunity to work, the chance to build myself.
Then wells within me the urge to live more abundantly,
With greater trust and joy,
With more profound seriousness and earnest service,
And yet more calmly at the heart of life.
Regards,
Lily
Had a lovely lunch with a friend earlier today. We have been friends only recently via one of the entrepreneurial networking sessions and hit it well soon after. She is smart, intelligent, speaks well, independent and knows what she wants.She has all the positive aura. And I like it. That was where we spoke about the Law of Attraction.
According to Michael Losier’s Law of Attraction, it is the science of attracting of more you want and less of what you dont want. I simply call it “not hanging out with toxic people” because they will sap the hell out of energy from you.
This also means that you must always strive to think positively and not become phsycobiatches when confronted with issues. Hurling verbal and physical abuse towards the maid, for instance, will render you a phsycobiatch in my diagnosis. So is acting like a Kayu Ara kutus who think they are Cicilian gangsters.
Not cool.
I have seen couples who, for the life of me, cannot understand why they stay with each other. Including me and the ex but then I digress. Could it be that the Law of Attraction are in play?
According to Michael Losier’s Law of Attraction, it is the science of attracting of more you want and less of what you dont want. I simply call it “not hanging out with toxic people” because they will sap the hell out of energy from you.
This also means that you must always strive to think positively and not become phsycobiatches when confronted with issues. Hurling verbal and physical abuse towards the maid, for instance, will render you a phsycobiatch in my diagnosis. So is acting like a Kayu Ara kutus who think they are Cicilian gangsters.
Not cool.
I have seen couples who, for the life of me, cannot understand why they stay with each other. Including me and the ex but then I digress. Could it be that the Law of Attraction are in play?
I was mulling over an apt title for this blog today as I have so much of things to say. And so I thought about the real message that I want to share.
That life is short.
A family friend passed on recently after a bout of sickness.
I recalled of a certain someone who had been in his job for like decades and never really liked it. He was doing the work because that was the only thing he knew.
Real life stories of dramas, anguish and trails of broken hearted individuals who stayed on in relationships that failed them time and again. They stayed on because of the children and for the fear of not making it on their own.
Someone I knew told me days ago that he wishes that he has my guts to do what I have done in my life before. I told him that not all risks are worth it, and not all challenges you should take. You need to ask yourself what do you want in life? What do I gain from doing all these? Can I live with this decision? If yes, for how long? If not, what are the next steps?
Some people are so caught up in every day’s dramas that they forget who they are and their social obligations to be connected with the people around them – their families, friends and colleagues. And they become biatches of all times.
That life is short.
A family friend passed on recently after a bout of sickness.
I recalled of a certain someone who had been in his job for like decades and never really liked it. He was doing the work because that was the only thing he knew.
Real life stories of dramas, anguish and trails of broken hearted individuals who stayed on in relationships that failed them time and again. They stayed on because of the children and for the fear of not making it on their own.
Someone I knew told me days ago that he wishes that he has my guts to do what I have done in my life before. I told him that not all risks are worth it, and not all challenges you should take. You need to ask yourself what do you want in life? What do I gain from doing all these? Can I live with this decision? If yes, for how long? If not, what are the next steps?
Some people are so caught up in every day’s dramas that they forget who they are and their social obligations to be connected with the people around them – their families, friends and colleagues. And they become biatches of all times.
I was admiring Kim Kardashian since 2009 & till now she's still my favorite model/actress .. Let stalk her activities, gossip and he family.. :D
Name : Kim Kardashian
Real Name : Kimberly Noel Kardashian
Date of Birth : October 21, 1980
Birth Place : Los Angeles, Calif.
Relationships :
Kourtney Kardshian & Scott Disick with their child Mason Dash..
Kris Humphries, fiancé (Dec. 2010 to present)
Gabriel Aubry (linked in 2010)
Miles Austin (dated briefly in 2010)
Reggie Bush, ex-boyfriend (2007 to 2010; off and on)
Nick Lachey (dated briefly in 2006)
Ray J (Willie Norwood), ex-boyfriend (2004 to 2006)
Damon Thomas, ex-husband (2000 to 2004)
T.J. Jackson, ex-boyfriend (mid-1990s)
Gabriel Aubry (linked in 2010)
Miles Austin (dated briefly in 2010)
Reggie Bush, ex-boyfriend (2007 to 2010; off and on)
Nick Lachey (dated briefly in 2006)
Ray J (Willie Norwood), ex-boyfriend (2004 to 2006)
Damon Thomas, ex-husband (2000 to 2004)
T.J. Jackson, ex-boyfriend (mid-1990s)
2000
Kardashian Marries Damon Thomas
Kardashian, 20, marries music producer Damon Thomas (right), 30, who works with the likes of Pink and Faith Evans. But death doesn't do them part, as Kardashian and Thomas endure a messy divorce in 2004. According to PEOPLE, Thomas calls Kardashian a "compulsive shopper."
2004
Kim Turns Stylist
After singer Brandy (left) appears on a worst-dressed list, Kardashian is hired as her personal stylist. The stint parlays into a full-time business for Kardashian as a stylist and personal shopper to stars like Lindsay Lohan. Around this time, she begins dating Brandy's brother, R&B singer Ray J. In 2006, business is booming and, with sisters Khloe and Kourtney, Kardashian opens Dash, a boutique in Calabasas, Calif. But in 2008, Brandy and Ray J's mother, Sonja Norwood, sues Kardashian and her siblings, alleging that they made more than more than $120,000 in unauthorized charges on an American Express card
2006
Helping Nick Get His Groove Back
Six months after the break up of his famous marriage to Jessica Simpson, singer, Nick Lachey (right), 32, is spotted with Kardashian, 25. PEOPLE reports that they were photographed on May 24 at an afternoon showing of The Da Vinci Code, where they held hands.
2007
Kim's Sex Tape with Ray J
While rumors of a sex tape involving Kardashian and ex-boyfriend, Ray J (left), swirl, Kardashian denies any such tape exists. "There is no amount of money that could ever convince me to release any tape, even if I had one," she tells Complex. But the tape eventually surfaces on the Internet, and Kardashian sues Vivid Entertainment to suppress its distribution, saying "it would humiliate me and ruin my family." By April, Kardashian settles with Vivid to distribute the tape.
Keeping Up with…
Kardashian gets her own E! reality series, Keeping Up with the Kardashians, which documents her career and family life, with sisters Kourtney and Khloe, momager Kris, and stepdad Bruce Jenner. The first season features Kim debating whether or not to pose for Playboy. "At the heart of this series – despite the cat fights and endless sarcasm – is a family that truly loves and supports one another," Ryan Seacrest, executive producer of the series, tells Daily Variety.
Bush & The Tush
Kardashian begins dating New Orleans Saints running back Reggie Bush. "I'm not really a sports girl," Kardashian tell the AP. "But I sit with all the wives and they know everything and I don't so they are teaching me, and I'm learning a lot about it, so I'm loving it." They split in July 2009, before reuniting after Khloe's wedding that September.
Kim Bares All for Playboy
Kardashian appears on the cover of Playboy – and bares all inside. "Of course you're nervous and want more time to work out. But I'm proud to show people who I am," she tells Men's Fitness about the shoot. "You always see the typical skinny models and I'm not that and I'm proud not to be that." In 2008, she inks a deal to be the latest face of Bongo Jeans.
2008
Kim's Dancing Shoes
Kardashian appears as a contestant on the seventh season of Dancing with the Stars, paired with pro Mark Ballas. But Kardashian's time on the show is short-lived, as she's eliminated early in October.
2009
Year of the Kardashians
The Kardashian sisters take over the headlines with their ever-evolving life changes: Khloe has a quickie marriage with Los Angeles Lakers star Lamar Odom in September; Kourtney welcomes her first child, Mason Dash, on Dec. 14 with longtime beau Scott Disick; and Kim finds herself busier than ever with her new perfume, endorsement deals (Carl's Jr, QuickTrim), and of course, her top-rated reality show.
2010
The Super-Bowler's Girl
"I am so proud of Reggie and the Saints!" Kardashian tells PEOPLE after Bush and the New Orleansv Saints beat the Indianapolis Colts, 31-17, in the Super Bowl. "Reggie has waited his whole life for this moment." In March, though, the pair take a step back from their relationship.
Summer Lovin'
Fresh off her breakup with Bush, Kardashian moves on with another NFL pro, Dallas Cowboys wide receiver Miles Austin. "He's not quite her boyfriend," a source tells PEOPLE of the pair, adding that Austin "thinks Kim is his dream girl." But the dream ends in September when the romance fizzles.
Looking for Love
With Khloe happily married and Kourtney enjoying motherhood, Kim admits that being alone at 30 is a surprise for her. "Is it weird that I'm now the single one? It's definitely a change for me," she confesses in her first PEOPLE cover story. But the recovering romantic isn't giving up on love: "I know I'll find love. I have no fear. When it's meant to be, everything will fall into place." A few weeks later, she continues to play the field, stepping out with Halle Berry's ex Gabriel Aubry and New Jersey Nets forward Kris Humphries.
Her Family picture
From left : Scott, Kourtney, Kim and Robert
With her brother.. How I wish he's my boyfriend.. :p
Ouucchhh..Robert so HOT & Handsome!!!! I was so dreaming...~~~
Kourtney Kardshian & Scott Disick with their child Mason Dash..
Today, I tried to do something I wasn’t able to do for a long time….write. It seems that my being lost for awhile disabled my heart and my hands as well, from doing the things I love. I tried several times but I never got it in me to come up with a composition that at least would make sense. Until last two night when I feel loss and has gave me a reasons to wake up today and share to those people around me the music my heart is playing nowadays...
Waiting comes from a promise. A promise that someone will be back or someone will change for the better in reciprocal, the other party needs to wait for things to happen, or for that someone to come back into his/her life. Waiting can mean FOREVER but it could also mean just for NOW.
"Some people don't have anyone waiting for them." .. Sound so pathetic eh..
Mama used to tell me, do not ever harbor regrets, if you do, that is a sure sign that you are getting old. Today, as I take time off from the diaries am writing, I think…mmmmh, is this about regret or a guideline to those who still have a chance to avoid what happened to me? Then, frens please tell me..
Hurmmm...
Doesn't life amaze you at times..? There are times when you have to write and sharere it with your frens.. Love...yes..It's all about love..The love which meant everything to me vanished all of sudden. The love which was mine and I never knew …that it never belonged to me…. Pathetic hohh.. :'(
I don't know what my future holds for me, if there is a divine intervention. Will there come a day where someone is able to spark the fire in my heart again?
Maybe the future of me is mystery and the past of me is foolish .... and treated this whole thing as a memory to remember, not escaping from it, trying to erase it from my mind..
Maybe the future of me is mystery and the past of me is foolish .... and treated this whole thing as a memory to remember, not escaping from it, trying to erase it from my mind..
Today i have become strong. i don't cry as usual but the old memories very often hit on the shores of my mind.. Phobia and traumatic ..but until when??? Those question keep knocking my little brain..
Talking about my dream men..I assume that most of a very good mens out there is not available... Has been book by someone @ wat so ever... huh.. How I wish...
But who knows, maybe my prince charming would also turn up unexpectedly one of the days(much to how I hated to admit, but admist the dead garden in my heart, there's still this yearning which I hoped it would be fulfilled to bring warmth and bloomed my heart with flowers), a person who loves me and I love without having regrets....
But who knows, maybe my prince charming would also turn up unexpectedly one of the days(much to how I hated to admit, but admist the dead garden in my heart, there's still this yearning which I hoped it would be fulfilled to bring warmth and bloomed my heart with flowers), a person who loves me and I love without having regrets....
I'm waiting for this beautiful surprise.... :)
With love,
lily
I love you but it’s not so easy to make you here with me
I wanna touch and hold you forever
But you’re still in my dream
And I can’t stand to wait ‘till nite is coming to my life
But I still have a time to break a silence
When you love someone
Just be brave to say that you want him to be with you
When you hold your love
Don’t ever let it go
Or you will loose your chance
To make your dreams come true…
I used to hide and watch you from a distance and i knew you realized
I was looking for a time to get closer at least to say… “hello”
And I can’t stand to wait your love is coming to my life
When you love someone
Just be brave to say that you want him to be with you
When you hold your love
Don’t ever let it go
Or you will loose your chance
To make your dreams come true…
And I never thought that I’m so strong
I stuck on you and wait so long
But when love comes it can’t be wrong
Don’t ever give up just try and try to get what you want
Cause love will find the way….
When you love someone
Just be brave to say that you want him to be with you
When you hold your love
Don’t ever let it go
Or you will loose your chance
To make your dreams come true…
You told me you loved me but then you left!!
I am trying not to cry but cry is all I have done… You said you would never break my heart but its so shattered, i will never find all the pieces!!! You left me in the cold shadowed with grief!!!
You left me with the pain of a million cuts….. I have cried so much my tears have made a pool full, The bed we once slept in is now cold and empty!!!! My eyes are so full of grief i cant stand to look at myself in the mirror I will always love you maybe thats why i cant get over you, I feel like i dont have a heart anymore YOU took it!!! But the real truth is I MISS YOU I miss your smell your voice your soft caring touch that used to make me feel safe, BUT I was Tired!!!!! tired of the lies you told me, tired of your broken promises, The pain is so great I wonder will i ever get the image of you walking out the door out of my head? Which is why i say this in mourning for you YOU TOLD ME YOU LOVED ME BUT THEN YOU LEFT!!!!!!!!!
I am trying not to cry but cry is all I have done… You said you would never break my heart but its so shattered, i will never find all the pieces!!! You left me in the cold shadowed with grief!!!
You left me with the pain of a million cuts….. I have cried so much my tears have made a pool full, The bed we once slept in is now cold and empty!!!! My eyes are so full of grief i cant stand to look at myself in the mirror I will always love you maybe thats why i cant get over you, I feel like i dont have a heart anymore YOU took it!!! But the real truth is I MISS YOU I miss your smell your voice your soft caring touch that used to make me feel safe, BUT I was Tired!!!!! tired of the lies you told me, tired of your broken promises, The pain is so great I wonder will i ever get the image of you walking out the door out of my head? Which is why i say this in mourning for you YOU TOLD ME YOU LOVED ME BUT THEN YOU LEFT!!!!!!!!!
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