When you love someone lyric by Endah Feat Rhesa
I love you but it’s not so easy to make you here with me
I wanna touch and hold you forever
But you’re still in my dream
And I can’t stand to wait ‘till nite is coming to my life
But I still have a time to break a silence
When you love someone
Just be brave to say that you want him to be with you
When you hold your love
Don’t ever let it go
Or you will loose your chance
To make your dreams come true…
I used to hide and watch you from a distance and i knew you realized
I was looking for a time to get closer at least to say… “hello”
And I can’t stand to wait your love is coming to my life
When you love someone
Just be brave to say that you want him to be with you
When you hold your love
Don’t ever let it go
Or you will loose your chance
To make your dreams come true…
And I never thought that I’m so strong
I stuck on you and wait so long
But when love comes it can’t be wrong
Don’t ever give up just try and try to get what you want
Cause love will find the way….
When you love someone
Just be brave to say that you want him to be with you
When you hold your love
Don’t ever let it go
Or you will loose your chance
To make your dreams come true…
YOU TOLD ME YOU LOVED ME BUT THEN YOU LEFT!!!!!!!!!
You told me you loved me but then you left!!
I am trying not to cry but cry is all I have done… You said you would never break my heart but its so shattered, i will never find all the pieces!!! You left me in the cold shadowed with grief!!!
You left me with the pain of a million cuts….. I have cried so much my tears have made a pool full, The bed we once slept in is now cold and empty!!!! My eyes are so full of grief i cant stand to look at myself in the mirror I will always love you maybe thats why i cant get over you, I feel like i dont have a heart anymore YOU took it!!! But the real truth is I MISS YOU I miss your smell your voice your soft caring touch that used to make me feel safe, BUT I was Tired!!!!! tired of the lies you told me, tired of your broken promises, The pain is so great I wonder will i ever get the image of you walking out the door out of my head? Which is why i say this in mourning for you YOU TOLD ME YOU LOVED ME BUT THEN YOU LEFT!!!!!!!!!
I am trying not to cry but cry is all I have done… You said you would never break my heart but its so shattered, i will never find all the pieces!!! You left me in the cold shadowed with grief!!!
You left me with the pain of a million cuts….. I have cried so much my tears have made a pool full, The bed we once slept in is now cold and empty!!!! My eyes are so full of grief i cant stand to look at myself in the mirror I will always love you maybe thats why i cant get over you, I feel like i dont have a heart anymore YOU took it!!! But the real truth is I MISS YOU I miss your smell your voice your soft caring touch that used to make me feel safe, BUT I was Tired!!!!! tired of the lies you told me, tired of your broken promises, The pain is so great I wonder will i ever get the image of you walking out the door out of my head? Which is why i say this in mourning for you YOU TOLD ME YOU LOVED ME BUT THEN YOU LEFT!!!!!!!!!
Twisted mockery of a relationship
- This twisted mockery of a relationship, when in fact it is only addictive to the senses. His words are cunning and always make sense, in the moment. If I could remove myself from the situation I would see the lies perfectly, the exact point in time when the truth was twisted into the sickness of deceit. But we are all to caught up in the moment to realize this, to where it feels the world stops in order to listen to you, waiting to see the outcome. He puts me down to stand on my back and lifts himself up. My own face constantly covered in dirt, never given an opportunity to wash it. If only I could find the strength to lift him off me and say that I’ve had enough, but my own weakness prevents this uprising. We are all forever stuck under the thumb of someone, so why try to fight the inevitable? Simple at least I can say that I tried, and for me that is enough, for now. So I’ll hide my tears, I wouldn’t want him to see them.
It's time to go....
Can't stop thinking and its keep hurting my soul..The intention to leaving Kuching land soon have killed every possible moment without nostalgia in my heart. I'm ready to go home. Kuching Land is a beautiful place to live but its really just time to go home...
And actually I AM planning to going home. Seeking for new job, new life and living with peaceful moment is my goals.. Finally, the time has come and will b leave at anytime! I've been living so soul-less ever since I've started planning for the trip. Working, studying, and stressing myself all for the sake of leaving without responsibilities left behind.
Regardless, my soul has been eating shawerma long before I will be. Has been walking the alleys, living the night life, meeting crazy frens, having fun and hang out around Kuching land, been embracing loved ones... been torturing my mind restless... in somehow, a good way. I'm just ecstatic! All the memories was created at this town..Here in Kuching land also.....My soul has dying and gone.. :'(
Shall i just run away?? Left everything behind with no turning back?? Whooooaa... Lily....u're strong enough.. :)
Images floating before my eyes, as I try to fall asleep, I'm constantly still in Kuching land... sigh. I can't wait to run into the arms of my mummy and cry to the incantational call for prayer whenever my soul is not in calmer. And I really need HIS guiding to protect my self wherever i am at every moment i breath..I can't wait to be at Bintulu Land. I cant wait to see my family and friends. I truly missed them. Looking forward to the endless, sleepless nights full of conversations and laughs. I can't wait to feel safe as I walk the streets at night. I can't wait to feel home!
So, the countdown begins and....
Bintulu Land, here I come :)
And actually I AM planning to going home. Seeking for new job, new life and living with peaceful moment is my goals.. Finally, the time has come and will b leave at anytime! I've been living so soul-less ever since I've started planning for the trip. Working, studying, and stressing myself all for the sake of leaving without responsibilities left behind.
Regardless, my soul has been eating shawerma long before I will be. Has been walking the alleys, living the night life, meeting crazy frens, having fun and hang out around Kuching land, been embracing loved ones... been torturing my mind restless... in somehow, a good way. I'm just ecstatic! All the memories was created at this town..Here in Kuching land also.....My soul has dying and gone.. :'(
Shall i just run away?? Left everything behind with no turning back?? Whooooaa... Lily....u're strong enough.. :)
Images floating before my eyes, as I try to fall asleep, I'm constantly still in Kuching land... sigh. I can't wait to run into the arms of my mummy and cry to the incantational call for prayer whenever my soul is not in calmer. And I really need HIS guiding to protect my self wherever i am at every moment i breath..I can't wait to be at Bintulu Land. I cant wait to see my family and friends. I truly missed them. Looking forward to the endless, sleepless nights full of conversations and laughs. I can't wait to feel safe as I walk the streets at night. I can't wait to feel home!
So, the countdown begins and....
Bintulu Land, here I come :)
2011 Dalam Sejarah dan Renungan buat semua
Dikala manusia sedang bergembira menjalani kehidupan dalam tahun baru..saya pula memulakan tahun baru dengan kesedihan dan malang kian silih berganti dalam hidup..Nak dipendekkan cerita, memang saya sangat daif dan naif lah..entahlah, kenapa la semuanya berlaku serentak..Bila hati sudah mula sayang, top2...aduhh..teruk sangat dikecewakan...da nasib badan..kes pertama memang teruk la...tsangat teruk dalam sejarah...cerita di sebalik semua ni biarlah jadi rahsia..tp,...yg pastinya..t'amat sakit....sgt2..Tiada guna nak disesalkan, nasi sudah jadi bubur..kini...Dialah lelaki yang paling dibenci dalam hidupku kini..sukar nak digambarkan perasaan saya bila tiba2 semua kisah ini muncul dalam ingatan...Bukan nak mengenang kisah lalu...tapi, ingatan ni muncul tanpa diundang...Tapi...kini saya sudah dapat menerima hakikat bahawa dia bukan milik ku & mungkin juga Tuhan ada merencanakan sesuatu yang t'baik dalam hidupku... Bukan nak m'pertikaikan dugaan yang DIA beri pada saya, tapi selepas apa yg berlaku pada saya awal tahun ini... kini muncul pula kes terbaru dalam hidup saya.. arrrggggghhhh!!!!! Apakah saya memang tidak layak untuk hidup gembira dan bahagia seperti orang lain??
Saya dipengaruhi dua fikiran yang berbeza...positif dan negatif....Dari segi negatif, saya persalahkan Tuhan yang menciptakan derita dalam hidupku.. ohhhh.. betapa berdosanya aku..sesungguhnya saya memang layak untuk dihukum kerana selalu merungut dengan dugaan yang diberi... :(..... Dari segi fikiran positif pula....Saya kadang2 t'fikir..mungkinkah akan ada sesuatu yang lebih baik untuk saya pada masa depan..mungkin juga Tuhan tunjukkan saya siapa sebenarnya syaitan yang wujud disekeliling saya sebelum saya sempat meneruskan semuanya dengan lebih jauh..dan mungkin jugalah Tuhan hendak membimbing saya dan menyedarkan saya bahawa kita hidup hanya sekali, jadi apa yang kita lakukan di duniawi hanyalah sementara..Mungkin tiba masanya saya untuk bertaubat sebelum saya semakin hanyut dalam dunia fantasi...
Tuhan maha adil..segala-galanya saya terima...mungkin ada hikmah disebalik semua ni...Saya akan bersabar selagi termampu...Mungkin selepas ini, saya akan teruskan hidup tanpa pasangan hidup walaupun di dunia ini Tuhan telah pun tetapkan pasangan bagi setiap manusia..Mungkin sesetengah orang terlalu senang untuk mencari pengganti, ibarat patah tumbuh hilang berganti..cinta bagai mainan dan hilang bagai ditiup angin taufan..terlalu cepat cinta berlalu dan diganti dengan cinta baru.... wahhhhh... senangnya hidup....Untuk diri saya berlainan pula...Hati saya seperti sudah tertutup untuk bercinta, tapi saya hanya mampu berserah pada takdir..jika suatu hari nanti saya dipertemukan jodoh,..saya terima..tapi bukan dalam masa yang terdekat...Mungkin akan m'ambil masa b'tahun2 untuk membuka hati yang telah tertutup... Kepada pasangan yang bercinta, jagailah hubungan itu sebaiknya...kalau boleh biarlah sampai ke anak cucu...Jangan sahaja lepas kahwin adanya berlaku cerai-berai , lepas habis madu sepah dibuang...Aduhhhh... Derita pasangan kita menanggungnya..tolonglah jangan permainkan perasaan sesama sendiri..hurmmm..pa2 hal...Hidup ini perlu diteruskan, tiada guna untuk dikenang perkara yang sudah lepas...Ingat lah pada Tuhan selalu, Berdoa meminta petunjuk DaripadaNYA.. Terimalah dengan rela hati segala dugaan yang datang dariNYA...Sesungguhnya Tuhan telah merencanakan sesuatu yang terbaik untuk kita...
For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.
John 3:16
gd mornig...
hi..gd mornig every one..da lama saya x jenguk blog saya ni..hurm, bt masa ni blm ada tip2 yg menarik lagi..tp kalo ada sesiapa yg ada tip2 yg menarik, bole la post kat saya... ;)
I love you but it’s not so easy to make you here with me
I wanna touch and hold you forever
But you’re still in my dream
And I can’t stand to wait ‘till nite is coming to my life
But I still have a time to break a silence
When you love someone
Just be brave to say that you want him to be with you
When you hold your love
Don’t ever let it go
Or you will loose your chance
To make your dreams come true…
I used to hide and watch you from a distance and i knew you realized
I was looking for a time to get closer at least to say… “hello”
And I can’t stand to wait your love is coming to my life
When you love someone
Just be brave to say that you want him to be with you
When you hold your love
Don’t ever let it go
Or you will loose your chance
To make your dreams come true…
And I never thought that I’m so strong
I stuck on you and wait so long
But when love comes it can’t be wrong
Don’t ever give up just try and try to get what you want
Cause love will find the way….
When you love someone
Just be brave to say that you want him to be with you
When you hold your love
Don’t ever let it go
Or you will loose your chance
To make your dreams come true…
You told me you loved me but then you left!!
I am trying not to cry but cry is all I have done… You said you would never break my heart but its so shattered, i will never find all the pieces!!! You left me in the cold shadowed with grief!!!
You left me with the pain of a million cuts….. I have cried so much my tears have made a pool full, The bed we once slept in is now cold and empty!!!! My eyes are so full of grief i cant stand to look at myself in the mirror I will always love you maybe thats why i cant get over you, I feel like i dont have a heart anymore YOU took it!!! But the real truth is I MISS YOU I miss your smell your voice your soft caring touch that used to make me feel safe, BUT I was Tired!!!!! tired of the lies you told me, tired of your broken promises, The pain is so great I wonder will i ever get the image of you walking out the door out of my head? Which is why i say this in mourning for you YOU TOLD ME YOU LOVED ME BUT THEN YOU LEFT!!!!!!!!!
I am trying not to cry but cry is all I have done… You said you would never break my heart but its so shattered, i will never find all the pieces!!! You left me in the cold shadowed with grief!!!
You left me with the pain of a million cuts….. I have cried so much my tears have made a pool full, The bed we once slept in is now cold and empty!!!! My eyes are so full of grief i cant stand to look at myself in the mirror I will always love you maybe thats why i cant get over you, I feel like i dont have a heart anymore YOU took it!!! But the real truth is I MISS YOU I miss your smell your voice your soft caring touch that used to make me feel safe, BUT I was Tired!!!!! tired of the lies you told me, tired of your broken promises, The pain is so great I wonder will i ever get the image of you walking out the door out of my head? Which is why i say this in mourning for you YOU TOLD ME YOU LOVED ME BUT THEN YOU LEFT!!!!!!!!!
- This twisted mockery of a relationship, when in fact it is only addictive to the senses. His words are cunning and always make sense, in the moment. If I could remove myself from the situation I would see the lies perfectly, the exact point in time when the truth was twisted into the sickness of deceit. But we are all to caught up in the moment to realize this, to where it feels the world stops in order to listen to you, waiting to see the outcome. He puts me down to stand on my back and lifts himself up. My own face constantly covered in dirt, never given an opportunity to wash it. If only I could find the strength to lift him off me and say that I’ve had enough, but my own weakness prevents this uprising. We are all forever stuck under the thumb of someone, so why try to fight the inevitable? Simple at least I can say that I tried, and for me that is enough, for now. So I’ll hide my tears, I wouldn’t want him to see them.
Can't stop thinking and its keep hurting my soul..The intention to leaving Kuching land soon have killed every possible moment without nostalgia in my heart. I'm ready to go home. Kuching Land is a beautiful place to live but its really just time to go home...
And actually I AM planning to going home. Seeking for new job, new life and living with peaceful moment is my goals.. Finally, the time has come and will b leave at anytime! I've been living so soul-less ever since I've started planning for the trip. Working, studying, and stressing myself all for the sake of leaving without responsibilities left behind.
Regardless, my soul has been eating shawerma long before I will be. Has been walking the alleys, living the night life, meeting crazy frens, having fun and hang out around Kuching land, been embracing loved ones... been torturing my mind restless... in somehow, a good way. I'm just ecstatic! All the memories was created at this town..Here in Kuching land also.....My soul has dying and gone.. :'(
Shall i just run away?? Left everything behind with no turning back?? Whooooaa... Lily....u're strong enough.. :)
Images floating before my eyes, as I try to fall asleep, I'm constantly still in Kuching land... sigh. I can't wait to run into the arms of my mummy and cry to the incantational call for prayer whenever my soul is not in calmer. And I really need HIS guiding to protect my self wherever i am at every moment i breath..I can't wait to be at Bintulu Land. I cant wait to see my family and friends. I truly missed them. Looking forward to the endless, sleepless nights full of conversations and laughs. I can't wait to feel safe as I walk the streets at night. I can't wait to feel home!
So, the countdown begins and....
Bintulu Land, here I come :)
And actually I AM planning to going home. Seeking for new job, new life and living with peaceful moment is my goals.. Finally, the time has come and will b leave at anytime! I've been living so soul-less ever since I've started planning for the trip. Working, studying, and stressing myself all for the sake of leaving without responsibilities left behind.
Regardless, my soul has been eating shawerma long before I will be. Has been walking the alleys, living the night life, meeting crazy frens, having fun and hang out around Kuching land, been embracing loved ones... been torturing my mind restless... in somehow, a good way. I'm just ecstatic! All the memories was created at this town..Here in Kuching land also.....My soul has dying and gone.. :'(
Shall i just run away?? Left everything behind with no turning back?? Whooooaa... Lily....u're strong enough.. :)
Images floating before my eyes, as I try to fall asleep, I'm constantly still in Kuching land... sigh. I can't wait to run into the arms of my mummy and cry to the incantational call for prayer whenever my soul is not in calmer. And I really need HIS guiding to protect my self wherever i am at every moment i breath..I can't wait to be at Bintulu Land. I cant wait to see my family and friends. I truly missed them. Looking forward to the endless, sleepless nights full of conversations and laughs. I can't wait to feel safe as I walk the streets at night. I can't wait to feel home!
So, the countdown begins and....
Bintulu Land, here I come :)
Dikala manusia sedang bergembira menjalani kehidupan dalam tahun baru..saya pula memulakan tahun baru dengan kesedihan dan malang kian silih berganti dalam hidup..Nak dipendekkan cerita, memang saya sangat daif dan naif lah..entahlah, kenapa la semuanya berlaku serentak..Bila hati sudah mula sayang, top2...aduhh..teruk sangat dikecewakan...da nasib badan..kes pertama memang teruk la...tsangat teruk dalam sejarah...cerita di sebalik semua ni biarlah jadi rahsia..tp,...yg pastinya..t'amat sakit....sgt2..Tiada guna nak disesalkan, nasi sudah jadi bubur..kini...Dialah lelaki yang paling dibenci dalam hidupku kini..sukar nak digambarkan perasaan saya bila tiba2 semua kisah ini muncul dalam ingatan...Bukan nak mengenang kisah lalu...tapi, ingatan ni muncul tanpa diundang...Tapi...kini saya sudah dapat menerima hakikat bahawa dia bukan milik ku & mungkin juga Tuhan ada merencanakan sesuatu yang t'baik dalam hidupku... Bukan nak m'pertikaikan dugaan yang DIA beri pada saya, tapi selepas apa yg berlaku pada saya awal tahun ini... kini muncul pula kes terbaru dalam hidup saya.. arrrggggghhhh!!!!! Apakah saya memang tidak layak untuk hidup gembira dan bahagia seperti orang lain??
Saya dipengaruhi dua fikiran yang berbeza...positif dan negatif....Dari segi negatif, saya persalahkan Tuhan yang menciptakan derita dalam hidupku.. ohhhh.. betapa berdosanya aku..sesungguhnya saya memang layak untuk dihukum kerana selalu merungut dengan dugaan yang diberi... :(..... Dari segi fikiran positif pula....Saya kadang2 t'fikir..mungkinkah akan ada sesuatu yang lebih baik untuk saya pada masa depan..mungkin juga Tuhan tunjukkan saya siapa sebenarnya syaitan yang wujud disekeliling saya sebelum saya sempat meneruskan semuanya dengan lebih jauh..dan mungkin jugalah Tuhan hendak membimbing saya dan menyedarkan saya bahawa kita hidup hanya sekali, jadi apa yang kita lakukan di duniawi hanyalah sementara..Mungkin tiba masanya saya untuk bertaubat sebelum saya semakin hanyut dalam dunia fantasi...
Tuhan maha adil..segala-galanya saya terima...mungkin ada hikmah disebalik semua ni...Saya akan bersabar selagi termampu...Mungkin selepas ini, saya akan teruskan hidup tanpa pasangan hidup walaupun di dunia ini Tuhan telah pun tetapkan pasangan bagi setiap manusia..Mungkin sesetengah orang terlalu senang untuk mencari pengganti, ibarat patah tumbuh hilang berganti..cinta bagai mainan dan hilang bagai ditiup angin taufan..terlalu cepat cinta berlalu dan diganti dengan cinta baru.... wahhhhh... senangnya hidup....Untuk diri saya berlainan pula...Hati saya seperti sudah tertutup untuk bercinta, tapi saya hanya mampu berserah pada takdir..jika suatu hari nanti saya dipertemukan jodoh,..saya terima..tapi bukan dalam masa yang terdekat...Mungkin akan m'ambil masa b'tahun2 untuk membuka hati yang telah tertutup... Kepada pasangan yang bercinta, jagailah hubungan itu sebaiknya...kalau boleh biarlah sampai ke anak cucu...Jangan sahaja lepas kahwin adanya berlaku cerai-berai , lepas habis madu sepah dibuang...Aduhhhh... Derita pasangan kita menanggungnya..tolonglah jangan permainkan perasaan sesama sendiri..hurmmm..pa2 hal...Hidup ini perlu diteruskan, tiada guna untuk dikenang perkara yang sudah lepas...Ingat lah pada Tuhan selalu, Berdoa meminta petunjuk DaripadaNYA.. Terimalah dengan rela hati segala dugaan yang datang dariNYA...Sesungguhnya Tuhan telah merencanakan sesuatu yang terbaik untuk kita...
For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.
John 3:16
hi..gd mornig every one..da lama saya x jenguk blog saya ni..hurm, bt masa ni blm ada tip2 yg menarik lagi..tp kalo ada sesiapa yg ada tip2 yg menarik, bole la post kat saya... ;)
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